It's feast or famine. When I'm attracted to a woman I can't get enough - that is, until I get too much. I feast and feast. Then I'm full. When I'm moderate and ration my portions, I totally lose control. It's as if I'm starving - ALL THE TIME. Starving for her time, her attention, her everything. It's great, but I feel so powerless.
With that powerlessness comes loss of rational thought. Inability to control my emotional state from moment to moment.
At least when I feast I can stay sharp, focused, in some form of control.
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